Let Me Tell You Why I Created You

Let Me Tell You Why I Created You

Frustrated, I slammed the door behind me and headed out down the dirt road for a morning walk. I kicked an acorn in my path. Then another.

“You’re not in a good mood, today,” God whispered through the oak trees.

“Clearly,” I replied, my voice trembling with emotion.

“What’s troubling you?” He asked with such tenderness in His voice it brought tears to my eyes.

“Everything seems to be going wrong,” I confessed. “Maybe I’m broken. Maybe I’m just not good enough.”

“Let me tell you why I created you,” God said softly. He took my hand in His. “I wanted a woman with a gentle heart—the world would need compassion. I wanted a woman who could weather adversity— others would need her strength. I created you, just as I created everyone— because you are good; because you are precious.” God put His arm around me and pulled me closer to Him. “I’ll walk with you until you remember why I love you.”

We walked for a long time; past the noon hour, well into the afternoon. We walked until I finally remembered there was no why, there was only love—unearned and freely given—grace.


The Sweetness Of An Apple

The Sweetness Of An Apple

“Do not love the world or the things in the world.”
1John 2:15

Hungry for a snack, I padded into the kitchen and took a beautiful red apple from the refrigerator. I washed it and sliced it into bite-size pieces and placed them in a small bowl. I sat down and ate them, one by one. Each piece was a burst of sweetness—the flesh gave way to little rivers of juice under the crushing of my teeth. I tuned out everything else but the experience of the apple. For a few minutes, I was conscious of God’s amazing creation, aware of what was really important in life—the sweetness of an apple. I was awake.

I returned to work and it didn’t take long until I had pulled the world back over my eyes. I lost the connection to the most important things in life and became hypnotized by the rat race; the hustle and bustle to get ahead, social media, the news. etc. I fell back asleep into a world of make-believe that man has created. Maybe you too, are asleep most of the day. If you are, I hope that you will wake up to God’s great world, if only for a few minutes.

In The Cage Isn’t A Bad Thing

In The Cage Isn’t A Bad Thing

“And we know that all things work together for good…”
~Romans 8:28

Ghost, the feral cat I feed, brought her three kittens to my barn, where they now seem content to reside. Yesterday I set out traps to catch them all so that they can be spayed and neutered. The kittens weren’t too reactive, but when I trapped Ghost, I saw the full fury of a wild animal.

Ghost had no way of knowing I was looking out for her ultimate health and well-being and that the outcome of her being trapped will be a better life. It’s the same for me, sometimes. When I feel trapped in a situation that makes me fearful, I can’t see how it will end well. I can’t see that it is simply a step towards a better life. I forget that God has the big picture in mind as my life unfolds.

The circumstance you feel trapped in right now isn’t necessarily a bad thing. God’s working for your good, and soon you’ll go on to better things. Ghost will come home and have a better life because she doesn’t have to give birth anymore. I’ll continue to feed her and love her from the distance that she demands. Her kittens may be young enough to be socialized and placed for adoption into loving homes. Good outcomes for having had to go through an uncomfortable experience in a trap for a little while. Don’t despair if you are feeling trapped right now by circumstances that make you sad or fearful. Your outcome will be good, too.

Who Are You?

“I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.”
 ~Psalm 139:14

Do you know who you are? Do you have a sense of your authentic self, the one God created you to be? Do you do your best to live from that core place of authenticity? When we veer off the track of who we are on a soul level, we lose touch with God. We become nothing more than an actor on a stage, pretending.

It takes courage to be our authentic selves. We have to practice vulnerability, and that can be very uncomfortable. What if people don’t like us, or accept us? What if people judge us? Sometimes it feels safer to go along with the crowd than to show our true colors. But God wants us to be authentic. His eyes saw our unformed substance. He knows who He created. He gave us gifts and a particular purpose.

It’s amazing how many people go through life without exploring their gifts and purpose. When we don’t know them, we don’t live the abundant life God has planned for us. We fall short of His glory. If we want to know the abundance Christ claimed He came to give us, we must be courageous enough to know and to be whom God created.

This Is So Hard, But Worth The Effort

“He must become greater; I must become less.”
~John 3:30

“You’ve got to let go,” God whispered to me as I sat pondering a situation that felt overwhelming. “Don’t rely on your understanding. Lean on me. You have my Spirit inside of you. Nothing can harm that. All things are going to work out for the good,” God explained.

“It’s hard to trust that. You seem out of touch sometimes,” I confessed.

“It’s your ego that gets in the way of Me, in the way of love,” He reminded me. That’s why it’s important to have faith. Let Me become greater, while you become less and less. You’ll arrive at peace and serenity when you do that,” God promised

I thought of the emotional hooks the situation I was pondering contained. I was being pulled into negative thoughts and judgment, and away from God’s Spirit, away from His love. I was seeing the world through my eyes, not through God’s eyes.

“I’ll do my best to become less and for you to become more,” I promised.

“Good! You’ll find that life is much easier when you hand the reins over to me,” God said. I knew He meant it.

Two Questions That Can Change Your Life

“Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior…”
~Psalm 25:5

“What are you going to do with it?” God asked me yesterday morning as I was drying my hair.

“What?” I turned off the hair dryer (as if that help me hear Him!). “Do what with what?” I shook my head. Why does God always want to ask me a question when I’m doing something? I thought to myself. I turned the hair dryer back on.

“What are you going to do with the new year I’ve given you?” He asked.

“Oh, that,” I said. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, hoping that maybe it knew the answer. I thought about God’s question while I dried my hair and put on my makeup. I thought about it as I tugged on my jeans and sweater and headed out the door. I thought about it as I pruned the passion vine that had gone rogue and taken the milkweed tree hostage. I thought about it all day. When I crawled into bed and laid my head upon my pillow I finally answered God.

 I’m going to live this year that you have so generously given me by discovering and living the answers to these two questions: “What’s true for me?” and “What do I really want?” I whispered a thank you for the glorious first day of the new year and then closed my eyes. I knew sleep would find me fast, and take me to the land of dreams. I smiled with my eyes closed as I nestled my head deeper into my pillow, satisfied that I will be a good steward of the coming year, with God’s help, of course!

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